you told me you were going t love me
protect me all this while
guess i was a fool t believe you
cause now i know it was never true.


th words you said in th past
they still linger in my heart
in my mind
those tears i cry each night
th pain and memory won't go away tnight
you left me here
yeah you left me without saying goodbye
and my heart, yeah it died so hard


and after awhile
i began t pray
haven't done it in awhile
i've got no idea what t say
sometimes when i look back
i realised you just played w my heart
now all that fills my mind are questions about our past love


trust me when i say i don't wna love you
but not loving you is harder then you'd ever know
sometimes i wonder, is this really goodbye
was there really no turning back ?


now everyt brings me agony
it brings me pain
thinking you did love me was just stupid
but someway, somehow
i still do wish you'd love me.


yeah everyt used t be so bring,
th laughter and care
it all soon caught night.


yeah now i try t forget you
i try not t think about before
you were my one and only love
and it hurts t ponder about us now
everyt i owned, i did, i know
was because you thought me, you showed me
it was all because of you
i love you too much, it's too deep
i'm so afraid t lose you.


but i've alr lost you..

Labels: now cause we've ended; should i still be continuing this song ?

Lelyn: huh ? :x

Huankai: hi huankai <:

Shamay: heyy <:

Ballery: babybuu ~ <3

Hazel: honeybaby ! (L)

Euniuce: HEY SUGARBABE ! :D

Yongfu: yes you are.

Junkai: hey (:

Rachel: COUPLEHEART ! relinked <3>

Shannon: hey hey hey :D

Shihui: HEY <:

Chelxcz: linked alr babe, (L)

T.Xinger: heyy, you're ? (:

Celine: SUGARKISS, thanks :D !

Yusa: NOPE !! :D

Ashley: SUGARLOVE, ILDY TOO ! <3>

dc: HELLO :D

Labels: 32days. ILDY.

NIHAOxz :D 

Labels: I stole your heart and you stole mine.

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
 but baby If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

Believe that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over.


Hey all, haven't posted for a long time, i'm so dead tired, and now going t send ahma ahgong t air port.

爱 & 愛 , got difference, yes there is, th 'ai' now has no 'xin' , so now when people say 'ai' , their saying it without meaning, there's no heart in it, there's no point. But baby, i do love you and i mean it, i wna last w you, be my first hello in th morning, and last goodnight in th night, (♥)

Happy one month my love, sorry uh, i have t give you your present late, i've got no time, v sorry ):

Labels: forever t never part.

Hey all, gosh, haven't posted for long, aha.

Today i went t school, woke up at 7, gosh ._. , tired t th core, i didn't even wanted t go school today, then i went home to change and it rained th sky down ! GOSH ! then i went out w th umbrella i was covering myself and like, i thought it was raining, then i walked for a while more, it was sunshine ! i brought th umbrella for nothing !! D:<
Anyways, i went t meet bi at th bus stop, bussed t kovan mrt station and waited for Darryl then mrted t orchard, ate at taka and walked t cine, watched This is it ah shut up, i know i v late then watch, sorry la, out-dated x.x

I want t watch Jennifer's Body, Astro Boy, My Sister's Keeper, The Hurt Locker, Halloween 2, Love Happens, Surrogates, Coraline and Paranormal Activity, :D
SO MANY MOVIES, so little time, and some of them i can't watch, so i'd need help :x ah then i went macs for dinner and went t meet w shawn, bi went for drum class SHAWN AND RYAN'S NEW HAIRCUT LOOKS FUNNY, HAHA. Shawn looks half bald, ryan looks, well idk, aha.

Currently talking t odelia and daryl on th phone, and i'm tired, so BYE :D :D :D

Labels: should i actually miss you ?

GOT MY PHONE ALR, GIVE ME YOUR NUMBERS IF YOU HAVE MINE, THANKS (:

Labels: number number ~

HELLO, omg th picture up there's sweet, seriously.
ANYWAY, I LOST MY PHONE, DON'T SMS OR CALL ME TILL I GET A NEW ONE.

I've been rather sad these few days, and tday's episode makes it much much worse, literally. I lost my phone, all sense of communication from you, worst is, i've just thrown a lifetimes of memories, lyrics and poems away, just 5 mins, a lifetimes worth of memories are gone, and i can't ever get them back, i don't care about th fact that i've no more communication, i can always get another, th problem is i've lost memories of you, (no not my baby, it's someone else). Memories i can't get back, memories i NEVER want t forget. No i'm not talking about pictures, i can always get them back, it's th poems, song lyrics and smses you sent me before it ended, well i can't help crying over this, i feel like a crybaby, i cry over everyt, why am i so weak ? why am i so weak, i want t know, why do i still dream of you time and again, when i hear th song you listened t before, i'd remember you, when i was sad, at that point of time, th songs i hear still remind me of you, yeah i've got th best boyfr i could find now, and i never wna end it w him, but why is it that a small part of my heart's still w you ? What if i continued my emo life, waiting for you ? What if i did and wait till i have no feelings for you, would i have met him ? Would he have loved me, what if, what if, what if, but there's just no answer t this. I know that if i never met you, i wouldn't feel loved. I hope you're happier w her, and you'd last long. As for me, i'd just have t slowly, painfully forget, and let go.

I went t bugis w qiang, brian and yolanda, ^^ Met up w qiang first, then met w yolanda and brian, wahlao saw dog faces, and i read some of th book, t forget you such a sad book, couldn't cry, cause i was out, but i wanted t cry luh, seriously. it's just so sad, and like, there's NO WAY t find a guy who'd love you t this extend in singapore, this kinda love only appears in korean drama, chnl 8 love stories. Love, never happens, or maybe not in singapore, or maybe it's hiding so well, no one can find it, and sadly I've got no confidence in this relationship, cause of family problems, but who knows, maybe this might work out, maybe just maybe th world's looking for love, but no one's giving any. OKAY, so out of point alr, anyw, went t th top floor, which looked like expo, played some arcade games, got hurt by one of them and got a workout by another, watched some 3D thingy which made me tear, dropped and retrieved my phone, played somemore games, dropped my phone again, and this time, someone stole it, TT then went t macs and i destroyed qiang's coke cup, at least it was finished, cause i finished it, HA xp , idiot went thailand, will miss him ba, ^^v
BABY, WHAT'S YOUR NUMBER, I NEED T MEMORIZE IT LIKE NOW ! gosh, some girlf i am, -.-

Labels: byebye